With three netflix in the mailbox ready to be sent back to wherever all those DVDs go, my husband and I cuddled up and watched whatever we could find online: Conan O’Brien. He was making fun of the networks for banning him from television and decided to do a live tour of the states. The show wasn’t my cup of tea and perhaps lasted about thirty minutes before we turned it off but before we pressed the power button, he said something that resonated with me; he just announced his tour online before he even came up with a show and the second after he announced it to the world he said (and I’m paraphrasing), “This is where I freak out and have all sorts of self doubts. I put it out there and just doubt myself. This is the tough part, right here, the doubt.”
The silly part is no one has said anything negative, it’s a personal struggle to be as amazing as I can be.
I feel an emotional bond with my clients.
I’m over feeling doubt when putting something new out into the world. If what I put out into the world is an accurate representation of the intense love the people in the image have for each other and reflect the love I feel for my clients, I’m happy. I don’t want to always strive for perfection, I want to constantly strive for emotion.
And I hope a few people love it as much as I do.
xoxo- me