I’m just about two weeks away from being due or when the baby is REALLY allowed to show up and I think I officially started maternity leave. I had an INSANE busy fall season and as sad as I was for things to calm down, I’m finding more and more time to shoot my own kids and know that I really need to do it more often!
It saddens me a bit to know I was so distracted I didn’t capture EVERY MOMENT. EVERY WAKING MOMENT.
But that what being a mom is right? Wondering what I am doing right. Wondering if I am doing everything wrong. Remembering that when I was young, I thought my parents knew EVERYTHING and now as a parent myself (Wow!!!) wanting to tell my kids, I’m still figuring this stuff out! I’m still trying to make sense of the world. I’m sorry. Be patient with me because I have NO CLUE what I’m doing but my love for you is beyond anything you could possibly understand!
And as I’m home more often and away from the computer WAY more often, I’m taking my nesting out on taking pictures of my babies and not trying to get every picture to be PERFECT.
Because it’s the little moments that I want to remember like my daughter refusing to let me pick out her clothes.